Ok, I feel a little guilty about the last post...

So after a little time I've come back to my last post and decided I feel guilty about some of the questions for the big man above. Why is that? It seems that with the more time I spend coming back to religion, the more guilt I feel for saying the things that often cross my mind. I'm new to this. I'm trying to gain understanding but at the same time I don't want to feel like a headcase, always second guessing my words or thoughts. Is that the dilemma we face, the struggle between right and wrong? Oh its just too much to think about at times. I live my life relatively sin free aside from a little lusting now and then. After all, I am a male. I keep it in check. We can't all be perfect you know? I think the big man will let my troubled mind slip from time to time. I guess I'll continue my journey with this new area of my life while walking the tightrope with my own self identity but you can always count on me saying what is on my mind, both right and wrong. Its the only way to walk in the light and be seen for who you are.